November 30, 2009
November 16, 2009
I COULDN'T HAVE IMAGINED IT
XXXXXX – my god – i have had the worst weekend ever.
it ended up with me on my hands and knees vomiting for hours on saturday night
i got an email from XXXXXX telling me to fuck off and die [essentially]
was drinking at the star with XXXXXX new girlfriend and she started telling me about XXXXXX and XXXXXX bed
then today i went to the doctor having a meltdown and my GP wasnt there but a locum who is this batty old lady. she sent me around to her sisters house around the corner for a cup of tea.
i went around there and i told her and her exhusband about all these deep deep sadnesses in my life i never told anyone and it was totally amazing.
it was a crazy day.
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sorry for the XXXXXX’s but i absolutely cannot repeat this ever.
