Tuesday, 26 May 2009

A PORTRAIT & A SELF PORTRAIT


A Portrait, originally uploaded by Lektrogirl.



Once Paul B. "Fuckface" Davis said to me "If you are going to put your diary on the wall, you can keep me out of it." And a few other similar remarks about the music / drawing / projects / messing around I did. You know, you got to have a hobbie right? Who knows, you might even get an album on Rephlex out of it yerrr from just doing your own thing. Instead I took what he said to heart and I was totally crushed and too embarrassed to do anything. I felt like a loser compared to everything he and his Beige / Paper Rad friends did. I let my ex husband have this influence on me. What a stupid fucking thing I did. Anyway - I cannot tell you how happy I am just messing about doing my dregs videos, trash can websites and in the bin paintings. In fact, I can't sit still tonight - I already cooked some more friands - and I want a project to do.

xx Lektrogirl

3 Comments:

Blogger Pulled Up said...

You are great

26 May 2009 21:44  
Blogger Lektrogirl said...

You are too.

Signed your friend,

Emma
of the Emma Appreciation Society.

26 May 2009 23:34  
Blogger Chelmsford Film Society said...

yerrrrrrr

27 May 2009 16:15  

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